hard days

This is pretty much all he can do, give a little smile on the outside. It is the inside that is causing all the problems. We started the Chemotherapy again, and with a vengeance the drugs have given their most adverse reactions (thank goodness we were at the doctor when it first happened). Some have great sensation to cold so if you touch, breathe, swallow anything that is cold, the outcome makes you wheeze and feel as though your respiratory system is shutting down. Another one of the medications can make your hands and feet crack and peel. There are so many bad side effects, but the positive outcome is it could give us more time. I continue to adore his courage and strength. It is worse than we expected again. Pray...